January 14, 2006
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Things are seeming rather dysfunctioned, not just here on Xanga but also about in my real world. The energy of it all seems a bit askew. It seems that, although I can't make much sense of things, I should be able to. As if there's a critical piece of explanatory information I'm lacking that would put everything back into a comprehensible array. But it's being hidden or hiding from my view. And, hence, my intelligence is faulty, incomplete.
My challenge, in response, is now synesthetic: to allow real information provided by one sense to float unbounded and become accompanied by input from another sense, other senses, other collaborations of heart and psyche.
Violate conventional perception. Blank the fill-ins. Ask a beautiful question. Behold as the world responds.
Comments (35)
I'm sorry things seem so out of wack for you. They have been that way for me for awhile. I can't think straight. Nothing seems to go right. Just when I think things are going to fall back into place I get hit in the face with something else!
RYC: that movie scared the hell out of me. I saw at the theatre and I was afraid to drive home!
wow you must have been on xanga for a long time i went to an old site that you commented on in 2001 cool i hope i stay on for that long.
Love is often the answer, or the answer is in love. Have you looked there?
Maybe it is this new moon we are transiting. It's in opposition to the Capricorn sun. Makes all of us confused. LOL
hugs,
wf
That's what I was thinking too wildfaerie. It's the first full moon of the year. A lot of us are dealing with issues of comfort and a sense of security now.
But that's just pointing blame.
It's also opposite rx venus, so maybe it's forcing us to assess our values.
But that's just pointing blame. : )
Thank the high heavens that I live in Texas. I hate cold weather with an undying passion. 60 degrees and colder and I'm a little pissy. I think we made it up into the 70's today. I was running right at sunset... the weather was fantastic.
You should skydive!
Have a good one!
~*Sarah*~
Best wishes in your challenges too... I'm sure you will find your answer too.
its all due to the psychic gravitational pull of myspace on xanga
OR ... behold, as you respond to the world. The entire world has a virus and there isn't a vaccine.
RYC: You're quite lucky to have discovered Bukowski so early. I'm very jealous! I didn't start reading him until the late 1980s. However, I was lucky enough to live near him in San Pedro when I lived in Long Beach and we struck up mail conversations. As a result, I've got several autographed Buk books and an autographed Buk t-shirt! Cool. Have a good one!!!
Sorry your world is a little befuddled now. Sometimes it helps to stop searching your mind for answers, and clear it. Focus on the simplicities of daily life. Making a meal, going for your run, sipping your beer. The clarity will come to you eventually. Good luck! Have a good day and week.
Better Days!
RYC: So how long have you been on xanga? How many people are on xanga? Any idea?
xangarelic ... beautiful! and very funny, too!
nice idea
Well hello...I see you came with such a strange comment...you are more frightening than a vampire..hmm...somehow I doubt that...it seems you are feeling insecure right now and confuse about things..and your life...I don't know you..but we all have our doubtful days..'dysfuntional'..most people are in one way or another..you write is so poetic..very interesting..I hope you find what you are looking for...perhaps sit back and 'see' yourself objectively...glad you came by...although I am curious about your comment and why you feel that way...?...take care of yourself...come anytime....Lee
lol
fun thanx 4 commenting
Tina
If only the world asked more beautiful questions.
Hey, thanks for stopping by today!
Faith
How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?
World, your response, please.
random props
watz gud
i know what it is. the dancopalypse is coming. run for your lives!
Generally speaking, I can relate to the first paragraph you wrote oh too well. The energy being askew kind of throws me off though, probably because when I hear or read "askew" I think of statistics... and all processing comes to a halt.
Hope things perk up a bit!
~*Sarah*~
Hell no, Blades got nothing, those guys with the nukes got everything.
Joey
i dont understand that but then again i dont understand a lot of things thx for the propz =)
Hope things become more functional for you.
Man, I feel the same way. Ive just made the choice to sit back and let the ripples die down and hold the hell on. Hope youre doing well.
-Laura
girl troubles again?!
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