Perhaps I am too sensitive, too overly sensitive.  There's this long-lasting feeling of having been left in a loveless ever-deepening abyss.  It's a feeling - just a feeling.  But it is all I have. And though from this abyss I have called out, like Echo my voice has seemingly faded away to near nothingness. Thus I have grown withdrawn socially - and bloggingly unfrequent.

I know.  That sounds too syrupy, pathologically sentimental, and overdramatically unmanly.  But I had to post it.  To set it up.  To knock it down.  To overcome.

Fuck it.  I've wasted too much time.  I've wasted much-too-much time over the last couple of couple years.

It's time for action.  Let my words henceforth bear witness to such action.