What, if i suddenly and mystical-mysteriously dream-realized that i held the ultimate leash on all the life-affirming, muse-yearning, nature-nurturing yet entirley captively repressed female psychic energy in our dear world earth? 

And all i had to do to bestow paradigm-changing liberation to the ever-loving, ever-ready matriarchal hyper-pulse is . . . 

Release.

And i decide to . . . simply Release. 

And even if i later find my "realization" to be entirely delusional and self-confusional, at least, given my state of mind, i tell myself  "i did the right thing."  Right?

Thank goddess i'm not besieged by gender-tainted megalomania.