Could you please kill my pain?  Thank you in advance.

I shall rise at 4 in the morning.  Stretch.  Make coffee.  Check this.  Wonder why the hell I wrote it.  Laugh.  Grab some pain killers.  Drink coffee.  (assumed: I will swallow the pain killers with the coffee).  Look for evidence of ghosts.  Look for evidence of my insanity.  Find neither or both.  Add to this.  Yes, something will go --> (here) shortly around 5 in the morning.  Unless I find the ghosts.