Life is always so strange and always so funny.  But this I know: when I run, every step brings a new mind set - there is no 'static' in my life, no 'given' filter that mediates the rawness of the constant flow of our fully ungraspable existence.  I take allness in, as best as I can, as allness presents  itself to me.  And then I exhale. (I have not forgotten yet.)  As such I am an inventor.  And I invent the each and every changing infusion of now in every quarking quake of our passage in these our myriad dimensions of sustained spirithood (sisterhood, yes, sisterhood!).

I suck at business.  I suck with money.  I'm just a romantic.  But I'm the most dangerous romantic that's ever engaged in romance.  Ha!  

Me to myself:, thinking about today and yesterday:  "Things are going to be different now ."

Myself to me, reflecting on yesterday: "But weren't they different then ?

My higher power ( no not Freud's 'superego' - but maybe a vision of a native american spirit-eagle - Paracelsus - the Holy Spirit ): "No they are the same ."

Oh, by the way, this is the most meaningful and the most important post that I've ever blogged.

And I've been here for 7 years. (Time for Spock to have sex?)