July 16, 2006

  • Unassorted Thoughts

    Ooops.  I woke up this morning and remembered that I had this thing called Xanga.  Funny how in (going on) 6 years here this thing called Xanga has faded from total frontal constant consciouness into a luxury outlet available to me only when I'm not otherwise preoccupied.


    I'm still running, running in the heat, running in the soaking-ocean humidity of mystical Dreamland.  Miles and miles and miles...  Dreams and dreams and dreams... 


    I really don't like the state of Israel.  It sucks and play off of the United States much too much.  Still, I can't blame it for the current new violence in the Middle East.  Not at all.  Wish I could, but I can't.  It's doing exactly what I would do if I were responsible for directing retaliatory operations.  Fucking copycats of my mindset.  Bastards.


    Do wildfires really 'rage'?  I mean, are they angry, ya think?  I think they are just over-excited.  I'm tired of hearing all the time about "raging wildfires" out west.   Why not just add a little variety now and then and say "quaking wildfires", "dashing wildfires" or "consuming air-suckfires"??  Anyway, I wonder what it feels like to be a healthy tree burning to death.  "Why me?  Why me?!"   I wonder if Pando, the largest and longest-living organism on Earth, ever burned to a crisp what its last sentiment would be?  Maybe "I'll be damnned."  Or possibly "It's about time."


    It's hard not to be over-imaginative.  But I'm trying really hard.  The real problem is distinguishing between genuine psychic intuition and wishful/dreadful fantasy.  If challenged simultaneously by both, you must embrace one and let entirely go of the other.  It doesn't, and yet it does, matter which.  Both hint, suggest, lead into emerging realities and away from matters of fact.  It all depends on who you intend to be and what world you choose to unseal your fate.

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